Silent DawnWhen all was still asleepWhen dawn began to crawlWhile the sweat and dust meets bodyYou and your baby.InstantlyThat spirit2010, may 08
I can't help but think...'Why am I shaking?'Tell me. Why are you shaking?Silence.Do you know why you're here?'No.'No?'Well... It's because I have to, isn't it?'You have to. Why?'They're making me come?'You don't sound convinced.Silence.Do you want me to help you?'With what?'With anything, I suppose.'I don't need help.'You don't?'That's right.'Then why are you shaking?'I'm not...'Not shaking?'I never said that.'But you were going to.Silence.Are you shaking?'Yes.'Why?Silence.'I suppose... I suppose it's because I can't stop.'
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It Almost Feels like CheatingRight now, I don't care who's arms I'm in.They're all the |s|a|m|e|;Just shells of people with names that don't matter; None of them are youI wish I was better then this,That I wasn't some whore seeking some attention just so she's not so a l o n eBut baby, what can I do? You're gone & there's nowhere for me to go;I've lost my direction, darling.I wish I could be strong; & not just sit here and try to lock awayPainful, S-U-F-F-O-C-A-T-I-N-G memories,Memories that used to make m
No More Heart To GiveMy life is the sand filling the bottom of the hourglassBut my mind is ticking as the pendulum swings hypnoticallyBack and forth, back and forthOne step forward and two steps backWhere am I going?I still remember when all the blood in this body seeped out of their veinsThat day etched so vividly on a jet black and poor excuse of a heartI remember all the words marked up on my sleevesAnd the sleepless nights stolen from meI have no more heart to giveThe last time I checked, I'm heartlessI'm just so sick of spilling my guts out for nothingGive me a reason tell me there's more to it than thisI'm just one step off this ledge and I'm ready to jumpTell me it's a quick dropTell me it'll be painlessTell me you'll watch meLie to meI'm locked up in my mind no way in, no way outHelp break me out of my whitewater miseryHold my heart while I die in obscurityYou'll find my body somewhere on Memory LaneBreathe the truth into me before I goThere is still time before
Taste Of TearsLately I've just been breaking down and cryingDuring the middle of the day it'd feel like I was dyingA tear with drop from my eyes like a fleeing snakeA snake who's deceived himself and his heart achesI dread the nights where I cannot sleep until tears are shedOr until painful remnants of what was once saidI'm trying to hold on to nothingAnd in the end, I'll just continue fallingMy head hurts from the potential liesThe decisions I didn't make were unwiseWe cannot do this togetherAnd nothing lasts foreverThese troubles are forever so cleverBut I'm done fighting these endeavorsA foundation built on a one-way roadIs waiting to fall from the lies that erodeWhat would happen if they knew my shame?Would they make their claims or would things be the same?Why am I breaking down over something such as this?Is it so important? Or is ignorance truly so bliss?It's time to let in the darkness again and let it numbLet it do its job until I finally succumbSo what are they going
MomentaryStop for a momentHug me tight, for a momentUntil I fell asleepEnough for me